Hold not thy laughter
for that joyful sound
I am forever after, seeking when you are around

Hold not thy laughter
as it fights to escapes thy lips...

Hold not thy laughter from the heart
Hold not thy laughter until we part
Hold not thy laughter as we make a start
When I dispel in my gloom
Thy laughter delivers me
Safely from my state of doom
As my rosy cheeks mirthfully blossom…

loved you more than I have ever known
Those starry eyes
Those tender lips
You made my heart melt
Then boil into a roaring fire
I now know
What my eyes could not see
You are the only one that is for me
Many nights those tears flew
Being myself without anyone
Anyone to care about the thoughts
Looking at the sky and knowing
Many mistakes I had
Many mistakes I have had

Away for a while
But still there
Your senses linger
Through the air

Howls of silence
A gentle feeling
Laughter of anger
Through the ceiling

Painful thoughts
Of things to come
Wondering, thinking
Of paths sought

What will come
Through this journey
Happiness, joy
Or pain and misery

Ghosts still wonder
From ancients past
Getting closer
You see their masks

Scared and frightened
You rush to the door
Locked, bolted
You cannot endure

Footsteps louder
Creeping near
Scan left, right
Nothing there

You turn
A shadow appears
Running as quickly
As your tears

You creep forward
And brush your hair
You notice something
That isn’t fair

Hair has fallen
In your hand you stare
Wailing louder
In the dull air

Look ahead
And all you see<
Groans occurring
Blood of sea

Run fast
Across the room
Something’s coming
Cannot see

Stumble do not
Or shall be killed
Run faster<
Or horror slay

Goodbye.......

So soft the brief touch of your lips on my cheek.
Was I almost intruding?
"Look after yourself "
should have been
"I love you!"
Then the Jumbo flew over my head
and I shouted my love
above the roar
and thundering thrust
. . . as if you'd hear.
Through the clouds in my eyes
I watched you fly away
and wished I'd been born with wings. ......

Tears fall from my eyes
As softly the memories flow
With tears, warm on my cheeks
I miss you so much.

Tomorrow is frightening
except for the thought
Of seeing you again,
Another time, another place.

I hear your voice;
In my dreams
We talk and laugh
About silly……..important things.

Each day without you is less:
Less bright, less full…
I feel your love with me,
Yet, I want you to hold.

I felt u the first time when I did not even know who u were I just dreamt about u
And the stuff we would do together…
But I knew u were there…

I remember those times

When I was pensive

I frantically searched for your hand
To get a grip…

And even today I know not who u are
But I miss you………

Mostly i would like to be remembered...

Mostly, I would like to be remembered
as someone who was passionate for life.
The days of unsought ecstasies are numbered,
however long we linger in the light.
I was one who cultivated wonder,
Less of one contented to explain,
Delighted by the promises of hunger,
Enduring for their joy the years of pain.
Gifts I had aplenty: Some I savored,
others sacrificed for others' needs.
Remember me as someone who was favored,
despite constraints, to tumble in the leads,
Ocean to what winds I could not be,
Nightrider through what worlds I could not see.

Mostly, I would like to be remembered
as someone who was passionate for life.
The days of unsought ecstasies are numbered,
however long we linger in the light............

The paradox called......Life

I knew I was meant to fly,

in the silken oranges of dawn....

but solid lumps of air... Alas!!

I knew I could dive in deeps,

and run as a free flowing current.

but subzero frozen lakes..... Alas!!

I knew I could walk the jungles,a

s the mighty lion himself.

but new found civilization....Alas!!

I knew I could die in peace,

and rest in the sombre quiets.

but the joys of life.... Alas!!